12 a.m.

In the somber lonely midnight
I tried to fight
The thoughts that tears me a apart
Distracting myself with interactions
To fill the void in my heart

Ever so temporary
The high and the memory
So I curled up feeling lonely
Listening intently
to the soft melody
of a lullaby meant for the baby

Heavy Heart

When you're walking just carrying around your heavy heart.
Because of the things that no one knows about.
And you don't wanna be judged
So you keep your mouth closed shut
For when you start talking
You'll start crying
And the vulnerability that you're feeling
is just too much to bear

Life still has to move on
Though you just wanna wallow until it's all gone